Really strange how i keep hearing the same phrases/concepts over and over from the moment i wake up to the moment i go to sleep, its not just every hour but pretty much every minute too sometimes there are moments of silence but they dont last, at first i thought these people just evolved from their usual hatred and started to like me but when they started to like me i started hating them in return, before that i would have literally done anything so that they at the very least reduce their insults just a bit, now i just respond to their thought-cuffs with highly accurate, precise and easily understood words so that they leave me alone, this method of speaking clearly and without fear and respect saved me from prison and forced injections, it also gained me respect from many who have hated me before and would spend alot of their time just confusing and insulting me without any kind of advice or hint on what to do better, though, at the end i really started to like to take peoples deepest thoughts and beliefs and just rip them apart while everyone was watching it felt like justice, i guess justice tastes really good, unfortunately, i became what i have hated that hated me, i guess there was a golden age but its gone now, perhaps i can go even above golden? ive been working on something really interesting and i think its something i will truly enjoy working on and bringing it to its full potential, i think i started to dream about a place that doesnt really exist and i believed that this place was already there and i would have probably killed for it if i had to, finding motivation is very difficult but thank god i learned how to do something even if there is no reward (most likely] i have created this kind of seperate entity that makes me keep going even if there is nothing to be gained, it usually appears when i think about death or start having familiar feelings, my body starts to move on its own and i feel highly confident, this entity seems to work with god in some kind of way that i cant put my finger on yet, i should not be afraid of being vulnerable, i should think "a few words or even punches isnt going to do anything to me i am far stronger than that" (they still hurt tho haha) i need to seperate my will from these entities [except for the one that keeps me from giving up i have named "the commander" i guess its a refrence to programming commands] "the commander" never whispers he speaks through me and i think this is proof that this entity has a sense of honesty rather than to whisper consistenly with certain phrases that often have double meanings to their "instructions" i will try to document these entities as accurate and also entertaining as possible i think i could use this for some other projects later;